liloloveToday I woke up feeling a sense of dread. I felt as if I’m not living up to my highest potential because of extreme procrastination. I feel guilty for not putting in the work I know I have to do in order to fulfill my goals. I came across a YouTube video of David Goggins, a former Navy Seal, Motivational speaker, and Author. This particular video was about mental strength and how to obtain it. His story was very motivating and immediately knew that this was a sign from spirit to push myself a lot harder in areas of my life that have been lacking. I’ve learned how to recognize cosmic guidance and this message was loud and clear.
I was so intrigued by David Goggins videos and it finally dawned on me about why this was hitting home for me in this moment. SATURN RETROGRADE. Yup. The good ole teacher of discipline, commitment and hard work. It is time for me to really focus and commit. I rarely post on my website and have been putting more energy into things that aren’t benefiting me long-term.
Words like commitment, discipline, responsibilities are like an anchor to my free spirited ways. I realized that anchors are useful and necessary. If a boat doesn’t have an anchor it will drift off into the sea and although there is a time you want your boat to sail free it’s important to have that anchor for control of your vessel. I am the boat in this analogy and realize that it will benefit me to have more control by anchoring myself more.
Saturn retrograde is really teaching me where I need to establish more structure in my life. I encourage you to reflect on this energy of this retrograde that will be felt the strongest between now and late October 2022. Unfortunately life is not all fun and games like my Leo sun would like to think
I am thankful for this lesson Saturn xoxoxo